I can't stop missing you ...

It has been 1826 days, I still miss him. It's just as painful as it was 1826 days ago and I still have moments that make my head spin.

There have been countless occasions when I'm alone, listening to a song or watching a film, then the memories will start to flash back to the old times, when it hits me. Suddenly there's a feeling of sadness.



There is times when I can't sleep because my mind is consumed with the thought of how much easier it would be if he is still here with me.


I know it's hard to wait around for something that I know might not happen but it's actually even harder to give up when I know it's everything I ever wanted.


Many people who have not lost someone mistakenly believe that death is something you will get over, but the truth is It's still hurt no matter how long the time passes.

~JC~