"Strangers" again ..

There is nothing worst that loosing who you thought was once your best friend. It is one of the worst feelings when you sadly come to the realisation that you're slowly drifting apart with one of your closest friends and you're dying of the huge truth that is going to hit you right across your face. That will waken you up to acknowledge you're losing that friend you always thought that would always be the one of your best friend for as long as possible.


It actually wounds.. eats and haunts you to know your friendship is in jeopardy. Sadly that you know that you can't actually do anything to stop it from falling apart. When you see that there isn't putting any of the effort to reattach back the friendship as it was before, so it can live on and create more beautiful moments that both can cherish in heart and in mind all over again. It's hurts deeply..

How can you let go of someone you've grown so attach to that you're afraid of change without them there in your life? We know things happen for a reason.. But even though everything's changed.. I just want you to know I'm still here. I'll be here for you whenever your needed. I don't care what time it is.. or what I'm doing. Don't hesitate to talk to me.. because half of the time I just wish that you were talking to me. I really miss your presence, I miss you being my best friend.. I just missed you in general.


~ JC ~