Tuesday, September 23, 2014

❧ Love, Trust and Commitment ❧

I truly believe everything happens for a reason and God has proven that. To me today I am very blessed to be standing here next to my best friend. Being apart from each other and sometimes out of contact while you where deployed made me realise that the amount of love and commitment I have for you. There are no doubts in my mind when it comes to how I feel about you even if you drive me crazy at most times.

     Never knowing when your coming here or going to be able to talk to you was one of the hardest things I've ever had to go through. You never know how strong you are until being strong is all you can be. Countless nights of crying and being worried and staying alone only made my feelings grow stronger.

With God by our side, I know we can make it through anything life gives us. I want to spend the rest of my life supporting you and taking care of you because even though I feel strongly need you in my life apart of me I feels that you need me too.  We started our relationship based on little promises where we linked our feelings together and try to be honest to each other that we cannot lie or break that bond. Just like little kids.. a promises that have been told means a lot more.

I know that I had made promises to you that I will always love and be faithful to you no matter how far you go or how long you're gone. I promised to love you when life seems easy and when life seems difficult, I will always & forever be there to laugh with, to cry with and will support and lift you up when you are down. I like the way on how you always put my happiness first. I've never met someone special who knows and understand  me as well as you do. 

You come across strong and tough to upset people but I know deep down I'm your weakness and I value those moments when you open up to me. I promise that I will not take advantage of that side of you. You make me feel safe and secure and I am truly bless to have you in my life. You are my best friend and now my closest one.  



~ JC ~